Gate C-22 (Ellen Bass)

At gate C22 in the Portland airport
a man in a broad-band leather hat kissed
a woman arriving from Orange County.
They kissed and kissed and kissed. Long after
the other passengers clicked the handles of their carry-ons
and wheeled briskly toward short-term parking,
the couple stood there, arms wrapped around each other
like he’d just staggered off the boat at Ellis Island,
like she’d been released at last from ICU, snapped
out of a coma, survived bone cancer, made it down
from Annapurna in only the clothes she was wearing.

Neither of them was young. His beard was gray.
She carried a few extra pounds you could imagine
her saying she had to lose. But they kissed lavish
kisses like the ocean in the early morning,
the way it gathers and swells, sucking
each rock under, swallowing it
again and again. We were all watching —
passengers waiting for the delayed flight
to San Jose, the stewardesses, the pilots,
the aproned woman icing Cinnabons, the man selling
sunglasses. We couldn’t look away. We could
taste the kisses crushed in our mouths.

But the best part was his face. When he drew back
and looked at her, his smile soft with wonder, almost
as though he were a mother still open from giving birth,
as your mother must have looked at you, no matter
what happened after — if she beat you or left you or
you’re lonely now — you once lay there, the vernix
not yet wiped off, and someone gazed at you
as if you were the first sunrise seen from the Earth.
The whole wing of the airport hushed,
all of us trying to slip into that woman’s middle-aged body,
her plaid Bermuda shorts, sleeveless blouse, glasses,
little gold hoop earrings, tilting our heads up.

(from The Human Line a collection filled with “intimate images, and wild metaphors, [bringing] attention to life’s endearing absurdities”)

(Read my musings on this poem here)

Gate C-22, P-town & poetry

Dear ones,

I just posted a poem called Gate C22 over in The Poetry Nook. It’s by Ellen Bass and it took my breath away. I happened upon it at Porter Square Books a few days ago and it was love at first read and it’s not abating. (You may want to click on the link above to read it and come back).

Can you stand it? All that joy? The full delight in a moment no matter what one’s poundage or age? I hope you enjoy the poem and its delicious images as much as I.

Maybe it’s Gate C22, but I have a terrible itch to travel. No need to go far. I can’t, these days. But tomorrow I’m off to Provincetown! I’m on my way by ferry in the morning. Just for the day. I’ve never been. All I know is that it’s on the tip of the Cape, it’s the ocean, it’s notably gay and colorful, and home to many fab and famous artists, playwrights, novelists, and poets, including, yes, Mary Oliver. I imagine bumping into her:

“Hi, I’m Heidi. I love your poems.” (Doy! Don’t fail me now, words!)

To which she’d, ever gracious, reply, “thank you, dear.”

In my dream she’d offer to show me around, and, not being stupid, I’d politely accept. She’d show me the forest where she slept on the mossy floor and vanished into something better; I’d meet her dog Percy; maybe we’d walk on the beach. I’d thank her for Wild Geese and for When Death Comes. Maybe she’d ask if I write any poems of my own. I’d blush yes. I might let her read. But mostly we’d probably just sit in silence, maybe on her porch sipping iced tea. Or sangria. Or lemonade. Or just plain old P-town tap water. With Mary Oliver, I’d sip anything. But anyhow, where was I… oh yes, traveling and seeing new places, having new eyes…

It’s what I love about poetry. It’s like traveling without having to leave anywhere. It connects me to myself and the world. It helps me see newness in the ordinary same-old. Dormant parts stir and maybe wake up for the very first time. I recognize within myself what I’ve been quick to label foreign. I appreciate my own mundane life and surroundings with the fresh eyes of a visitor. Poetry makes me cry, laugh, smile, sigh, but mostly it makes me curious, and curiosity is just about the best companion to have on this life journey.

What about you? What’s your favorite poem these days?